Seriously guys, what do you think?

I think that you need to grow up. You said in your little rant about 3 or 4 times that you have no confidence in yourself. Um, get some? You are aware of your problem and unable to fix it? Is it because you care about what other people think? That is just stupid. I mean everyone cares to some extent what people think but to let your mom still dress you when you are 23 is unhealthy and quite pathetic. You need to grow some and figure out what makes you happy. You still have the mind of a child because you refuse to let go of the coffee table and walk on your own two feet. Yeah you'll fall down a few times but you need to do it, get uncomfortable. Step out there and find out who you are.